The New of Me

Last years was very hard time for me, which I never thought that the small kingdom I build for 2 years was nothing to proud. At that time, I was like girl who has lost the way to find the happiness and joy in this world. I can not control my emotion, my mind and I made all the people around me was very sad, they are my lovely parents.
For 2 month I stay with them, and I could not explained anything to them, what happen with me, what happen with my small kingdom, because as long as they knew I never have a problem. I was always happy and proud when I told about my small kingdom.

They by day, I try to faced anything, no matter how hard the situation. even the people around judge's me that I am a bad women in the world.
At the beginning, I was in high pressure, but when try to looking for my future, I found the hope. That I should wake up from my sad situation and try to think something good and try to rebuild my carer. because life must going on. and do not care about what people say and think about you. Just try to make a better in your life.

Now, I am a very thankful girl, I could smile every single day and my heart full of happiness and joy. Now, I can say to the other people I ever fall down in life, but now I could stand up with smile and greats hope. I could be rich, I could a great secretary, and I could be bless for the others. This years I have a plan to send my brother and sister to university. and I know God always give me enough for everything. That He is always stand by me if I looking for Him.
That is I called " The New Of Me".
Do not see to your back, but please see to your future.

God always care about you, and He never leave you alone to faced your problem. Every situation has a bless in the future, depend on us how to see the problem.