If I could turn back the time

Some people say that life must going on..( Absolutely agree with this ).
I just want to say that sometimes it's very hard to faced something in my life..to make a decision, to focus, to forgive, to say sorry, and to say thanks.
I am is what i am thinking of...
love you it dosen't mean i should be with you
Miss you it dosen't mean i should call you
hate you it dosen't mean i should ignore you anymore
honestly...sometime i miss you so much.

If I could turn back the time..I will ask God
do not allow me to meet you anymore.